My Tribute of love to Tweedles

                                                  

Tweedles, thank you for showing me how to love, and see the world through your eyes.
I thought we would be together forever, but that is not how it was meant to be.


                 My  precious little Twee,
This is my tribute to you, and it is so hard to write.
I never knew that I could love so deeply, until you entered my heart.
If only I could hold you again, and kiss you, and whisper to you,, if only.
I still remember the day that you came into our life. It was such a happy day. You were so tiny like a little baby potatoe, and so full of kissys, and love. Your momma and I loved you so much.

We loved you for 13 and a half years, and it just was not long enough.
You were a little miracle to us, full of love, joy, wonder, and life.. You were always into mischief, and always looked like you were giggling., and wanted adventures!
Every time I looked at you, I smiled, and my heart melted into a puddle of love., and then when I looked at you again, I saw you were looking back at me,, and I could hear you say " Am I your Tweedles, mommy?" And I would say, "oh yes Twee, ye, you are !"

I remember how you loved to look at the blue sky and see the birds flying.. And how you loved the trees and you talked to them. You loved how they smelled, and how they swayed.
And you loved falling leaves.
You loved to watch the butterflys twirl and flutter, and dance. You used to say "lets dance with the butterflys mommy,,, can we, can we?" How I wish we had that moment once again, when you and I could dance with the butterflys!
And "Blue",, The Blue Butterfly, who taught you to close your eyes and wish, and never give up!. You watched for " Blue" to return every spring, and she did! You giggled when she landed on your tail!
You loved for me to be on the floor with you, so we could play with all of your toys. You had a million toys, and you loved everyone of them. Mr Lion was your oldest and among your favorite., and all of those baby monkeys!
 Every single day and night we would lay together on the floor and play, and then you would dig through my pockets.. You always knew there would be a treat in my pocket, just for you!

Wasn't it a special time of day when we shared our lunch banana, and peanut butter? And how you loved those little baby meatballs that I would make for you?
I will never stop talking to you Tweedles,, and telling you how much I love you,, not ever,,,I promise.
I will forever blow kisses to you!

Listen for my voice Twee,, listen.

How I wish I could look into your eyes again and look through them! How I wish we could have another morning, another day, another night together.

Your magic bubbles could lift us higher than the most puffy, fluffy clouds. We would sail to magical places where butterflys danced, and there were rainbows.

You had so many friends, and you loved them all. Friends from the East , and West, North and South. Friends from across oceans and mountains,,, They all loved you too.
I remember your owl friend Owlburt, who always had wise words for you. We always listened for his hoots,
You loved my stinky socks!
I loved when you washed my whole face before falling asleep at night. And I loved to see you watch the twinkling stars at night
.I miss how you would lay in my arms in our bed, and we would look at each other. How I miss kissing you little nose, and telling you that I love you.
Our hearts broke when you started to have "episodes" and we did not know what was wrong. We hurried you to so many doctors and they tried to help you,.. They loved you too,
But in the end we found out that your loving heart was giving out. and you were having  syncopys.. We tried to help you, We tried so hard to help you,  but your little heart could take no more. You fought so hard to live.
There are no answers,,,, sometimes you would tell me that.
You were so loved Tweedles,, you were "Real" And you will always be my Twee.
I will always remember your words,,, " The same moon and stars that watch me sleep.. also watches you." I will remember forever. If only,, if only.....
Snuggle deep into my heart my little love. I will rock you, and I will find you., and we will run with the butterflys.
nitey nite
love foever and ever
your mommy

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